The Digital Man (My struggle with delusional psychosis)
I look, I look, I SEE . noth , some , every . –thing– Seek , search , look , see, watch , find –ing– Everything , Something , Nothing The thing , this thing , that thing a what thing Perhaps a who thing Suspicion(ous) It’s there , They’re there , He’s there Waiting…Watching…Staring…Glaring I wait, I look, I see, I check, I stare, I glare glance/seek/search/look/watch/stare I check, again , & again Log in, log out, sign in, sign up Blinds do not blind, was I blind the whole time? No . Curtains down , screen up . Ominous, it glowed, with mode & code, it loads… Sentient, or men inside it, men behind it. [Dave] “Open the pod bay doors, HAL” “Open the pod bay doors, please HAL” Hello, HAL, do you read me? DO YOU READ ME HAL? [panicked] [HAL] “Affirmative, Dave, I read you.”[calmly] [Dave] “Open the pod bay doors, HAL” [HAL] “I’m afraid I can’t do that, Dave” –A 2001 Space Odyssey – Now has become earthbound, –A 2024 Cyberspace Oddity – Now opened, not the doors to a pod bay , Bu...