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Spun Spinners

Smack serves sole souls. Spinners slurping smack Smashed, spun fun. Spinning starts segueing spectacularly spilling into,  swirling time spent spun.  Sipping smack sparsely, slowly once spun fun is done. So slim,  spun spinners sucking  and searching seriously for  sex sleazily and serendipitously Slipping slowly and sleeplessly sipping sludge stupidly.  Surrounded by slick suspiciousness selfish spun spinners soothe their Skull with smack surreptitiously. Spun spinners stuck sticking Syringes subdermally till sore. Only to settle their stones and  Score more smack to sip and slurp. Soaring sorely spun spinners subdermally Syringe seriously spinning till spun out. Sick and scorn sheepishly surrounded by Spinning spun smackers syringing more.  Sneering, sneezing, snorting, and scoffing Spinners snarl, swallow, and spoil such  Special smack they savor, salvage, and sell. See to it, slacking and smoking surpassing a schedule. Staggeringly big st...

Faggy Little Party Drugs

Two of them, barging in, unannounced. He’s already crying, again . Two mean hookers Its money they want drugs they want, Just Given. So annoying too. “You made me do ketamine?” “Alright, Mike, mikemikemike.” “I’m telling the manager.” ‘Oh, shes going to tell on me…’ ‘Don’t give in, Rob. You’re better than that.’ “Can I have $200” ‘Who are these people?’ “Talkin’ trash to the garbage around you…” –Beck ‘For the record… she did the mysterious line, herself . Helped herself to it.’ ‘Oh, their drugs are more sophisticated? Healthier? Better?’ ‘What do I know…I’m just wiggly–ish .’ ‘Man, she’s playin’ some reindeer games’ Still bitching at me. She rifled his box. Nothin’ but…  FaggyLittlePartyDrugs Woof . 

Sick Daze

Sick daze , I took, we had Those days, home together Sick most days in fact,  Must be from the weather At least until.. Mail’s here, again . Party. It snowed so much that summer         So hard I couldn’t stay awake, even when I did go to work.  Empty bags littered about with hidden stashes alike Easter eggs, never from Mike . When you were sick I was worried Too worried to work Never your fault, I had Steve to help lurk.  When I was sick I didn’t know Wouldn’t know, couldn’t see . You always would take care of me. Sick together, in different ways We were together on those snow daze Medicine was just a short walk down to the mailbox, we’d talk and we’d clown Then we’d feel better, awake and well Snow daze and sick days went by in a flash To the mailbox, third time today, we dash . Oh the wonderful glow Of that pretty snow Back to work, not today ,  I don’t think I'll go . Who make the rules anyway I’d rather have some blow .  

The Digital Man (My struggle with delusional psychosis)

I look, I look, I SEE . noth , some , every . –thing– Seek , search , look , see, watch , find –ing– Everything , Something , Nothing The thing , this thing , that thing a what thing Perhaps a who thing Suspicion(ous) It’s there , They’re there , He’s there Waiting…Watching…Staring…Glaring I wait, I look, I see, I check, I stare, I glare glance/seek/search/look/watch/stare I check, again , & again Log in, log out, sign in, sign up Blinds do not blind, was I blind the whole time? No . Curtains down , screen up . Ominous, it glowed, with mode & code, it loads… Sentient, or men inside it, men behind it. [Dave] “Open the pod bay doors, HAL” “Open the pod bay doors, please HAL” Hello, HAL, do you read me? DO YOU READ ME HAL? [panicked] [HAL] “Affirmative, Dave, I read you.”[calmly] [Dave] “Open the pod bay doors, HAL” [HAL] “I’m afraid I can’t do that, Dave” –A 2001 Space Odyssey – Now has become earthbound, –A 2024 Cyberspace Oddity – Now opened, not the doors to a pod bay , Bu...